I want only to sit and stare,
to squat in a state of leaden immobility,
to avoid seductive simultaneity!
Movement gives me ideas.
the palms and soles are hot
- I do everything at once and am happy!
Does jubilation fade away before its cause?
Is desire a bait or something induced?
Do sensations stimulate me before the stimulus?
Should I consciously coordinate my life,
actively synchronize my actions,
or take pleasure in everything at the same time?
What to do?